What A Nightmare!!!

I was Reading Jodi's blog and just thought I'd share a few thoughts myself, I'm sorry that You had to go through that experience today with the deposition. I Love you & never wanted to drag you guys in the middle of this ugly divorce mess I hope you know that, I do wish it could all be over and I can finally move on!!! I cant believe that this Man that I married and once cared for soo deeply is Making me out to be this Horrible Person and when he along with everyone else knows what he has done and the choices he has made these past few years, he is the one that has made a life altering change, He really has his nerve!!! Seriously.. Are you kidding me!!! I know he just wants to hurt me but in reality it's his children and friends and family that'll be affected not just me!!! I have never been so hurt in my entire life or have I shed so many tears over what he has done to my kids and extended family! I know I'm probably wrong for even blogging this but I want him to know what he has done and what makes him think I'll ever want to be friends with him after all this is over!! I want to apologize to all my family and friends that have been drug in the middle of this ugly mess!!! And I want to Thank all of you who have stood by me and supported me and helped me in anyway they could!! Considering how hard its been these past few months for the most part I still love life and I'm so gratefull for what I have and for all my family and friends!!! I couldnt be more blessed!!!

Girls night in Wendover!!

Another Girls Night in Wendover, Me, Polly, Cindy and Amy went to see David Spade at the Wendover Concert Hall and Celebrated Polliannns Birthday we had a blast!!! Loved it, I never laughted so hard in my life!!! Thanks guys for a Great Night and Happy Birthday to Polliann, she has been a wonderful friend to me!!!

CERT Class

I'm telling you it has been one busy week, I volunteered for our school to take this cert class for 2 days, pretty crazy but alot of fun!! I'm now an official CERT member!!! YEAH!!!

Spirit Week!!

Today was Hero day, we had to dress up like someone we look up to and who's better then those that fight for our country??? We have been having such a blast, Monday was Pajama day but for some reason our pics didnt turn out, bummer!!!

Spirit Week!!

So it's spirit week this week and today was decade day, some of us were hippies and some the 50's. We have fun group of lunch ladies, I love them all and look forward to work everyday!!!

Toby Keith Concert

Guess who I wnet to see the weekend of Sept 20th huh??? That's right, Toby Keith! had a blast with all my family, didnt get much pics but loved every minute of it!!! I'm getting front row next year!!!

Me and Kimber

Kimber wanted to take some pics of us, so we were just playng with the camera and I have to say they turned out cute!!!

Dancing in the rain!!!

So everybody says how playing in the rain puts a smile on your face... so me and Brody decided to give it a shot and jump into some water puddles!!! It was so fun and we were soaked from head to toe!!!

Back to School party!!

We had a back to school party with some of the young women in our ward, we roasted marshmallows and played a game to see who could stuff the most in their mouth, I think it was a tie between Makenna and Britney!! Goodluck guys as you go back to school!!!

wish you well mom!!!

So my mom had her second surgery on her "monkey foot" thats what she calles it!! So me, Kimber and Jodi went over to play with her and keep her company for the day so she wasnt bored!!! we took her on a wheel chair ride and played "This little piggy" with her. She loved it!!! When it was time for us to go... as you can see she took it really hard!!!Hope you get well soon Mom, we love you!!!

Another Chapter!!

It's funny how your life can all change overnight in just a blink of an eye!!! The feelings I have had have been so overwhelming, I wanted to share them all with you. This past summer has been the most difficult months of my life as I started going through (what Jodi called it) was the "Big D" That's right divorce:( I have felt scared, sadness, anger and joy!! something different each and every day but my biggest has been the overwhelming love and joy that I feel for all my family and friends ( and new friends that has become a big part of my life) who have been there and has given me the hope and strength to guide me through this! Its sad that sometimes it takes something so difficult & hard to make you realize what is truly important, All I want to do is be with all my loved ones and cherish every moment with them. I have totally surprised myself with the confidence I have had & the things I have learned this past little while. I know I'll have my good days and bad.... but for the most part I know I can do this, god has a different plan for me and I'm excited to see where it leads me. I just love life and I'm happy to be me!!! I just want to Thank all of you and for all the love an support you have given me at this time!!! I think the love I have felt from everyone has been more emotional for me than the divorce itself, I never thought so many people loved and cared so much about me and that has really meant soo much!!! I Appreciate you all and love you all soo much!!! I'm so lucky to have such great family and friends in my life!!!!

Smores with the Browns!!

Julie and Clayne come over to keep me company & brought over dutch oven dinner, it was soo good!!! I love dutch oven!!! afterwards we watched a movie out on the deck in front of the fire and made smores. It was fun just to laugh and visit, Thanks guys for a relaxing night, you guys are great!!!! let's do it again soon!!!

Friends and Family!!

more pics of my family and friends, I really love you all and for Keeping me laughing and for the support you have given me the last few months, I couldnt have made it without you all!!!

Picnic in settlement canyon!

We all went up Settlement Canyon and had a picnic with the Smiths, Lisa & Rod, Nikki & jared and all their kids, we laughed and played and of course took time to pose for all these lovely pics!!! Thanks guys for a fun, fun time!!!

Girls day out!!!

Me and my girlfriend Joann spent a day out together, we went shopping, to lunch and to a movie, I had a good time with her. My friends have all been soo supportive and uplifting and and has been helping me through some difficult times!!! I'm soo lucky to have them apart of my life!! Thanks guys, your the best!!!