Thinking Back!!!

Thinking Back to all the things I could do different or change, I Just dont know... this week has been emotional for me, as much as I try to ignore it and let it go I just cant help but feel like there is so much I need to get off my chest!!!
First of all I want to admit to all that Im not a very ambitious person, I admit Im lazy and I like it, Im not a neat freak, Im not organized and a clean house just isnt at the top of my priority list and its never been most people know that about me and its never been a secret!!!
But.... what I do like is to have fun, I like to play and laugh and I like making memories with my friends and family, I like going to lunch with those close to me just for the heck of it, or those that are struggling, that are sad or want to celebrate a special occasion like birthdays, I like going on vacations and going to the park with my kids, I like volunteering at the school and helping in my childrens classrooms, I like making dinner for my sick neighbors or taking cookies over to a good friends, I enjoyed watching kids for weeks while my friend was pregnant and on bed rest, I loved helping friends and family that needed sitters or rides to school, I helped care for family members that were troubled or hurt after sickness or surgeries, I was a stay at home mother until my youngest was old enough for school, and during that time I provided daycare for 10 years so i could at least contribute something while my husband worked hard and supported our family, BUT.... I didnt do enough, I should have been caught up on that pile of laundry or that "do not wash pile" what my husband would call it, I should have had all the dishes done and dinner made once he walked in that door after a hard days work, I just didnt do enough to carry my load, how I wish I could change all that and possibly make it better, be a better mother and wife and do more for my family, Im sorry I wasnt good enough but I will never take back the choices I made and done for others!!! How I continue to hear how I didnt do enough and I wasnt good enough, Im happy for who I am and the fact that I was always there in time of need!!! Thanks for all my friends and family who continue to support me and appreciate me for who I am and not put me down for the things I didnt do or the things I didnt live up too!!! but I am who I am and Im proud to be me!!! Thanks so much!!!!!

Memorial weekend

Had fun with family and friends memorial weekend, Thanks for a goodtime cant wait to do it again!!!!

More pics

Walk for Autism... Go Greenburg Dragons!!!

Went on a Walk for Autism at Heritage Park, fun, fun, Thanks Greenburgs!!!

Mothers Day Mexican Fiesta

Had a Great time tonight with My Mom and sisters for an Early Mothers Day celebration since everyone was busy next weekend, Thanks Mom and sisters for a fun night and good laugh!!!

My first 5k "Walk!"

We did a 5k walk for Special Olympics this last Saturday and had a great time!!! It was my first and I DID IT!!! Cant wait to do the next one, Thanks ladies for joining me and for all your support!!!

Easter Pics (That I stole from katrina)

We had an adult easter egg hunt, of course I lost because I was laughing so hard and forgot to wear my depends, lol!! what a family!!!

Easter

So Easter weekend has come and gone was soo cold so we didnt get to do much over Spring Break, I did go into salt lake with my family Easter Saturday and we had a BBQ and hunted for eggs, yah the adults did too!!! Good times, Justin and Danny tied first place... I think they cheated I cant prove it but Im sure!!! LOL!!! anyway, I had an great time visiting and laughing, I miss my fam and as soon as one of my sisters post pics, Ill copy and post them!!! hope you all had a fantastic Easter!!!! Love you all!!!

Trap Shooting

I was introduced to Trap shooting for the first time ever this last weekend and loved it, I think I found a new and improved sport!!!!

Applebees/Karaoke Night

sorry the pics are a bit blurry it was dark and I couldnt tell if the camera was focused, Ill get better pics next time!!

Tuesday Night Applebees

I started this tradition with my kids since I dont have alot of money to do fun things with them and it has turned into such a hit, I love it!!! Every tuesday night at Applebees they have karaoke and during the week after 9 its half off appetizers so it makes for a fun fun evening, the Applebees staff has gotten to know us so well and they make it so fun for me and my kids, Thank you Applebees!!! If you ever get the chance come join us. Ill post some pics ASAP!!!

Been Awhile!!

I know its beena while since Ive posted or even been on my blog, Between moving not once but twice and not having a descent camera, i have slacked off, not to mention facebook just kinda over rules everything these days, lol!! Ive decided to get back on track and get caught up!!! Ill update you on any new news and information!!

CERT Training!!

Okay i officially passed CERT training, I just might be able to help out in a disaster, lol!!! had a good time and Thanks Joann for Taking the class with me!!

Breakfast with Dad!!

Had a nice Breakfat with my Dad and Donna, Thanks guys I had a great time with you!! I miss you all!!!

Kimbers "Sweet 16"

Kimber is 16, Wow!!! I cant believe how time flies, she is growing up too fast!!! I still cant believe Im old enough to have a child this old, But I have enjoyed every minute of it, I love you kimber!!! Hope you had a great birthday!!!