Happy New Year!!! 2009

Its a New year and like everyone else Ive made some New Years resolutions, I too (as Sharon has said) Would like to get back into shape and start excercising again!! I have had alot of stress this past year and havent been taking care of myself like I should and thats what I'd like to change!! Ive been slacking alot at work and at my calling at church and everyone has had to carry the load for me, I appreciate all the patience and support!!! Most of all I've been a terrible friend and havent kept in touch with all my friends who are very important and dear to me!!! I want to be more on top of things and eliminate some stress out of my life this new year!! I want to be more positive and spend more time with my family & children and make some happy, fun memories with them!! Cause there is nothing more important!! I'm so grateful for all that I have in my life!!! I just want to wish everyone a Happy & Safe New Year!!! I love you all!!!

Comments!! PG-13

First I just want to say to the Ellis family sorry for posting all these personal issues on my blog, But can I say that for the last several months me and my family has been through alot of pain and suffering!! This was something very devestating, I loved being a family with all my heart!!! So I guess you can say I'm very upset and angry for what has been said about ME and what I have been accused of and If I want to share some of my feelings on my personal blog I think that is acceptable!! If your concerned about all the kids involved and what they are going to read why dont you all stop and think about what your doing to MY kids emotionally??? Have you ever thought about that??? I have never been so dissappointed in my whole life than I am at this time with all of you!! Noone is perfect and everyone (including yourselves) has skeletons in their closets...If you want to go there we will!!! Please dont act like you care or feel sorry for me because everyone knows about my day in court and how you all treated me!!! I Think its great that you need to support your brother but lets seriously move on and stop dragging innocent kids, friends and family through this!! I know this is how you play your game but honestly is it worth it??? Seriously we actually feel sorry for all of you, I have alot more love and support than you know and if it wasnt for all of my family and friends I probably wouldnt have survived this ugly battle! All I want is to move on, be done with this and be the best mother I can to my 4 beautiful children if you guys would allow it!! To all of my family and friends, Thanks for all you do... I will keep you updated and informed but will try not to post so much of these issues on my blog!! I love you all!!!