Bevis, Our family pet passed away on Sunday July 19th of old age, was very sad day!! We have had Bevis Before we had kids so she grew up with every one of them, She lived a long happy life and we had alot of fun memories with her!! We will miss her soo much but we know she is in a better place now. Love you Bevis!!! We will all miss you!!!
We went on a super fun motorcycle ride to South Jordan and had lunch at Famous Daves one Sunday afternoon!! What a blast!!! I totally want a bike now!!!! Do we look like Biker Babes or what???
Got to spend some time with my fam this weekend and we posed for a few fun pics!! Love you mom and dad!!! Thanks for everything!!!
Me and Jodi and trina were prepping for our annual canyon dance the weekend of june 13th, for anyone that wants to join us!!! I was trying to teach them to do the boot scootin boogie, They did awesome!! Nikki and mom you are next!!! Cant wait to dance and party all night long!!!
As I said, I totally expected a comment from someone in this family, I just want you all to know I have nothin to hide and for those of you who know me I would never put my kids in danger in anyway!!! I know who I am and it'll all come out in the end, Thanks Russ but your threats and accusations dont worry me!!! Thanks again everyone for all your love & support and Thanks Russ for destroying my life!!!
Here I go again ranting and raving about my crazy life, I just always wonder if it'll ever be over and if I'll even survive this. I'm sure I'll get some pretty nasty comments again from the Inlaw side of the family, But I'll face it!!! I just always wonder how people can be so mean, nasty and dishonest and honestly live with themselves for what they do & You think you know someone for 17 years and become apart of them and what seems like overnight it all changes and you dont know them at all!!! Its been almost a year of my seperation, yes I'm still going through a divorce which isnt so pretty!!! This person who I use to call my best friend has done some pretty nasty and miserable things to me during this years time, Its sad to say that I have lost total respect for this man and has never felt so much hate towards anyone as I do at this time for someone!!! I just cant make alot of sense to it!!! this is just the most recent... I wont call him by name, I just cant.... but a few years ago he bought me a mustang and surprised me with it for our anniversary, with not so much as a second thought of whether it was economical and big enough for our family, He seemed as happy with it as I was and even though it wasnt a big vehicle we hit a time in our life we wanted to have fun and enjoy it!!! Well, after he walked away from our marriage suddenly the mustang is a problem, I had to buy a second vehicle just to make him happy so he would stop complaining everytime I turned around. about a month ago I had to pick my kids up at his house in G-ville and didnt have the tahoe handy and thought it wouldnt be such an issue this one time, Well instead of him offering to bring my kids home he calls and reports me to the police for not having my kids restrained and has the cops waiting half way between gville and tooele, they precede to tell me that he has indeed reported me in front of kids and all, talk about a heartbreaking!! who would honeslty do such a thing??? This wasnt about their safety it was getting back at me!!! Its so funny that his dad did this exact thing to his mom years ago and he hated that fact!!! needless to say I'm putting my mustang up for sell to end this ongoing battle with him!!! anyone wants a mustang let me know!!! I have also been kind enough to give this guy our trailor, snowmobiles with the agreement that I can have the 4wheelers for my kids, well he too came and snatched those up while I was out one night about 2 weeks later, now I have no fun with my kids, Yet, he helped his lady friend go get herself a new vehicle & camp trailor and he has been helping her haul it around and have all this fun with her 5 kids. I guess that only this man and this lady are the only ones allowed to have any fun!!! serioulsy what kind of man would treat the mother of his kids the way he does!!! I have just never been so hurt and cant figure out why this guys is being so mean to me, he tells me that my kids dont want to be hear cause my house is so messy and disgusting!! I just want to say that I know I'm not the most organized and I'm not one to be anal about my house and for anyone who has gone through anything like this, it has been the hardest most difficult trial to go though, its easy for him cause he walked away with and started new & left me with 17 years worth of things we aquired over the years, trying to keep up on the house, being a single parent and working all at once. not to mention how there our days that I just dont care and I dont want to get out of bed let alone worry about my house, my life is in shambles now and has been turned upside down my kids are being shuffled around every week and my home isnt my home anymore, there are days I just dont want to be here!!! I'm sure that some of you know what I mean. I'm just tired of him blaming me and hurting me when this wasnt a choice I had. I wasnt the one who walked away and said I was never coming back!!! How can someone be so awful??? I hear from several poeple that he puts on a good speech that he is going to take me down and I believe it, as mean as he tries to be, you know it makes me sad that someone has to be so miserable as him all I can do is keep my chin up and watch him fade away, I know that no matter how much he tries to break me down and hurt me, I have to remind myself that I know who I am and that it'll all come out in the end. Thanks to all of you who have loved me and stood beside me through this difficult time and what seems like a lifetime of hell right now!!! I just hope this doesnt continue another awful year!!! My only wish is to find some peace and joy and that I'll find that someone special. I believe itll all be worth it when it happens. Now that I'm done with my novel and speech & getting it off my chest I feel better!! Thanks again everyone!! I Truly have the greatest family and friends around!!! As much as I think my life sucks right now, Your all my biggest blessings!!!!! I love you!!!
Just want to wish Everyone a Happy Easter!! Finally got to spend time with my kids after a long Spring Break!!! Me and the kids colored eggs and had this bright idea to hide glow in the dark easter eggs at night!!! I made Easter dinner and we just played board games and played the wii all day long!! We took 5 to come out and pose for a quick family pic!! I'm so grateful for my family and all that I have, I hope everyone had a wonderful Easter break!!! Love you all!!!
I helped with Brody's Class Easter party, Annette did such a wonderful job planning and preparing like always!! Happy Easter guys!!!
Hi guys, just a quick message that I'll be having my phone service shut off in the next week so you'll only be able to reach me by my cell phone, I'll try to send you all out an email. thanks guys!!!
What a fun weekend! It went by fast but we all had a great time!!! we arrived at the airport and thought it would be fun to start of the trip in a limo to the Excalibur, Once again my first time!!! Once we were settled in our rooms we were all off!!!
We walked and walked and and seen several different places we were only there for 1 3/4 days and had alot to squeeze in, didnt get pics of everything but heres a few, wish I would have got more pics of mom and John but you know about her and her gambling addiction, LOL!!! We couldnt tear her away from the slot machines for anything!! Mom We still love you!!! But you need help!!! J/K
Saw this fun bar and grill in the casino and stopped for some appetizers, We laughed the whole time we were there! Then bartender made this special hat for me and made me wear it!!! We loved it!!! This fortune was one I got in one of the buffets we ate at, had to get a pic of this one!!! LOL!!!
I was a Coyote for the night!! So much fun!!! here are some pics of me dancing on the bar, I loved it!!! And to top off our Vegas trip we met these hotties in the Casino, They stopped us for a quick pic!!!
Okay everyone, I won the Valentines bake off!! Yeah!!! (Most Festive and Best Overall). It was alot of fun, I won Applebees gift card, hey thats a bonus for someone poor like me!!! Thanks guys!!
I know I'm a bit early but I wanted to wish my sister Nikki a Happy birthday on the 22nd and express my deep appreciation to her and Danny!! She has been a big support to me These past few months and I just want her to know how much I love her!! Thanks for everything Nik and hope you have a great Birthday!!!!
So since its been a stressful few months and I have so much extra time I decided to join Golds Gym (grand opening inTooele) and get in shape, I have alot fo friends and family motivating me and well now that I'm in a new phase in my life I want to look good and be healthy!!
Believe it or not with my dad, brother, and brother in laws being hunters I have never been hunting or taken hunter safety in my life so me and my girlfriend are taking it and want to go hunting this year, our first choices are Pheasant, Turkey and Antelope! I'm sooo excited!!! I will have some pics posted in the next week when I start the gym and take our shooting test!!! Wish me lots of luck!!
So the school has a bake off every holiday, so with all my extra time thought I would participate for the fun of it!! I decided to make a better than sex cake and see how I do!! Joann (my manager and good friend) made me climb on the table for this pic, I'll know next week if I won or not!!! Happy Valentines day!!!
we Went to the West Valley Accord ice Center and had a blast as a family!! The kids didnt want to leave till it closed, We were all tired but it was well worth it!! 
